Hello =) back to blog...results are out today..but shant disclose it here....but surprisingly i did very well, much more than what I expected...shall give it the last shot for the last semester before I graduate..can't wait to leave the school..although there are more happy memories rather than sad memories...
I'm happy with my results as my hard work really pays off, but on the other hand, somehow I don't seem to be happy with some problems...oh well, it's personal and I shant talk much here...
Will blog some other days... TIME to face challenges and obstacles....
♥Thursday, September 29, 2011
♥Tuesday, September 27, 2011
♥Monday, September 26, 2011
Back to blog...found this on google...so decided to post it..i knw it's been long since I upload photos or pics..promise will upload occassionally, yah? Anyway, 3 more days to release of results...and next week going to be sch reopen for me..though it's last semester, but will give it my last shot...though it's only 1 core module and 1 project based, it's not going to be easy. So, yah...going school now to help out teachers to do something...
Tmr going to sing K again and having sushi buffet...woohoo!! Longing for tmr to come soon...Stay tuned. ^^
♥Saturday, September 24, 2011
I do not know why I always like to choose at night to blog. Maybe it gives me the feeling of blogging as at night can make a person think a lot of stuffs...etc....
These 2 weeks, I do not know that I always dream of the same incident, same person..and as I keep dreaming, my tears will just flow out and I don't know why..seemed that these 2 weeks, I cried myself to sleep and woke up in the morning, my eyes will feel just very sore...is it the reason that can give me an excuse to cry until i fall asleep? I guessed so..Keep giving myself an excuse why I always cried when I always dreamt of him in my sleep..all the incidents that keep flashing past...guessed that I have not let go yet...really very hard for me to let go, really hard...
Another 1 more week of holiday before school reopen...time flies...
These 2 weeks, I do not know that I always dream of the same incident, same person..and as I keep dreaming, my tears will just flow out and I don't know why..seemed that these 2 weeks, I cried myself to sleep and woke up in the morning, my eyes will feel just very sore...is it the reason that can give me an excuse to cry until i fall asleep? I guessed so..Keep giving myself an excuse why I always cried when I always dreamt of him in my sleep..all the incidents that keep flashing past...guessed that I have not let go yet...really very hard for me to let go, really hard...
Another 1 more week of holiday before school reopen...time flies...
♥Friday, September 23, 2011
Time passed by so fast...end of 2nd week, nxt week gonna be the last week of sch holidays before the sch reopen...and results are gonna be released next thursday...OMG!! was praying so hard for that..
Tues gonna meet Jac and her bf for movie and sushi...heehee...^^ was actually looking forward to it coz Jac tempted me...sob sob... :( 1 more week before gonna face another challenge and that is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ haha..just randomly typed this...no need to figure out, I also do not know why am I typing filling in the blanks...anyway, mood still okay..but still need to tidy up more before facing...hope it will be successful for me? Though I still cant bear to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, but still..Oh well...haiz...
Shall stop blogging here for now...
If only time could stopped.....
Tues gonna meet Jac and her bf for movie and sushi...heehee...^^ was actually looking forward to it coz Jac tempted me...sob sob... :( 1 more week before gonna face another challenge and that is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ haha..just randomly typed this...no need to figure out, I also do not know why am I typing filling in the blanks...anyway, mood still okay..but still need to tidy up more before facing...hope it will be successful for me? Though I still cant bear to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, but still..Oh well...haiz...
Shall stop blogging here for now...
If only time could stopped.....
♥Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Thought of giving this blog a fresh new look..there it is..please comment if you want to..those unncessary comments or tags which I find it not accepatable, I will just delete..and do nt promote ur site using my blog...much appreciated...
♥Sunday, September 18, 2011
It's been a week ever since the incident. I admitted that I still can't get over it..but still I need to accept it. Though I've been hoping smth miracles will appear..shall give myself sometime to wait..coz I cant seem to wait forever.
Shall not post emo stuffs here...1 week of holidays have passed like that..and I've been boring at home watching dramas and going school for cca and going out with friends...nth to do...my daily routine are the same...And today rewarded myself with a new pair of shoes. Think shall pamper myself a bit occassionally...haha..that shall be my aim? Hahas...Shall stop here for today. Ok..back to watching drama...
Shall not post emo stuffs here...1 week of holidays have passed like that..and I've been boring at home watching dramas and going school for cca and going out with friends...nth to do...my daily routine are the same...And today rewarded myself with a new pair of shoes. Think shall pamper myself a bit occassionally...haha..that shall be my aim? Hahas...Shall stop here for today. Ok..back to watching drama...
♥Sunday, September 11, 2011
Blogging this with a heavy heart now...I do not know this post is going to be a long or a short post.
Woke up in the middle of the night (today) when I came back from toilet...saw my phone keep vibrating...I was hoping and hoping and it really saddened me a lot when I read the msges. Indeed, it was a broke-up msg. My tears was flowing like tap continuously and it is not stopping. Please stop, tears. It alrdy has happened...can't be salvaged back anymre when I really wanted to. Even though if salvaged back, things aren't gonna be the same anymore. I was indeed as naive as TJY...thought of this person would be our lifelong partner..but it will never be the same again...When I saw his tweet yesterday nite and I guessed something is going to happen, and I pray for miracles....but it turned out to be...real happening...
No quarrel, nor anything, and yet we ended up in this stage. Almost all our friends were so envy that we hardly quarrelled, only once over sms, but it's only a trivial matter...but once after that, we are back to normal again...but nevetherless...it didn't last for long. Feel sad and in agony at the same time..I was browsing through all the sweet msges and deleting one by one...before deleting, I will read again and again till it's being captured in my heart and brain...but when I delete, my heart cried one time...a total of 176 msges plus previous msges which have been deleted...i do not know many times I have cried..I have told myself....Will miracles ever happened on me? Am I one of the lucky person? Guess I'm not.
Neoprint and colour sand...will be safely kept at one side and this will be the memories between us..the sweetest memories...hope you will keep the things I gave you
To this very Special person of mine:
I do not know if you will ever read this post, but I guessed you won't ever be reading and not even in the future. For the past 4 months, we enjoyed the moment with each other together, although it didn't last for very long..but every moments that we spent will always be captured in my heart. Though I am not really willing to accept the fate and reality, but still I am hoping for the best, but it didn't turned out well enough. I am very contented of what you have given me these 4 months and I didn't ask for more. You can say I am very naive of thinking wanting to continue being with you, but guessed as much, you won't.
Don't worry..I will try to move on and carry on with my life, but I need more time to go out of this saddness. I am not as weak as what you will think.
I can never expect anymore morning smses, spamming, sweet msges words from you, no more hugs, no more cuddling, tickling, tempting and so on...but only in a position as a close friend I think? Will try to get used to it although I yearn for every morning smses. You have changed my life completely. I can say that I really never ever feel regretted of starting this r/s with you..really really NEVER...The promises that you have made to me will never ever come true again... I still like you, and the feeling will never ever be changed unless I have found another guy who is better than you, treating me better. But I will never get to experience the way you treat me so good.
No matter what, in my heart, you stand a very impt role to me and no one is ever gonna steal that position away from you, and you will never be forgotten....NEVER...I hope I still stand a very impt place in your heart too and never be forgotten.
YOU SHALL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ME!
Woke up in the middle of the night (today) when I came back from toilet...saw my phone keep vibrating...I was hoping and hoping and it really saddened me a lot when I read the msges. Indeed, it was a broke-up msg. My tears was flowing like tap continuously and it is not stopping. Please stop, tears. It alrdy has happened...can't be salvaged back anymre when I really wanted to. Even though if salvaged back, things aren't gonna be the same anymore. I was indeed as naive as TJY...thought of this person would be our lifelong partner..but it will never be the same again...When I saw his tweet yesterday nite and I guessed something is going to happen, and I pray for miracles....but it turned out to be...real happening...
No quarrel, nor anything, and yet we ended up in this stage. Almost all our friends were so envy that we hardly quarrelled, only once over sms, but it's only a trivial matter...but once after that, we are back to normal again...but nevetherless...it didn't last for long. Feel sad and in agony at the same time..I was browsing through all the sweet msges and deleting one by one...before deleting, I will read again and again till it's being captured in my heart and brain...but when I delete, my heart cried one time...a total of 176 msges plus previous msges which have been deleted...i do not know many times I have cried..I have told myself....Will miracles ever happened on me? Am I one of the lucky person? Guess I'm not.
Neoprint and colour sand...will be safely kept at one side and this will be the memories between us..the sweetest memories...hope you will keep the things I gave you
To this very Special person of mine:
I do not know if you will ever read this post, but I guessed you won't ever be reading and not even in the future. For the past 4 months, we enjoyed the moment with each other together, although it didn't last for very long..but every moments that we spent will always be captured in my heart. Though I am not really willing to accept the fate and reality, but still I am hoping for the best, but it didn't turned out well enough. I am very contented of what you have given me these 4 months and I didn't ask for more. You can say I am very naive of thinking wanting to continue being with you, but guessed as much, you won't.
Don't worry..I will try to move on and carry on with my life, but I need more time to go out of this saddness. I am not as weak as what you will think.
I can never expect anymore morning smses, spamming, sweet msges words from you, no more hugs, no more cuddling, tickling, tempting and so on...but only in a position as a close friend I think? Will try to get used to it although I yearn for every morning smses. You have changed my life completely. I can say that I really never ever feel regretted of starting this r/s with you..really really NEVER...The promises that you have made to me will never ever come true again... I still like you, and the feeling will never ever be changed unless I have found another guy who is better than you, treating me better. But I will never get to experience the way you treat me so good.
No matter what, in my heart, you stand a very impt role to me and no one is ever gonna steal that position away from you, and you will never be forgotten....NEVER...I hope I still stand a very impt place in your heart too and never be forgotten.
YOU SHALL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ME!