I believe in *Miracles* ~~: November 2008

Back to blog. Just only a short post before I logged out. Just exactly one more week to my cousin's wedding. This time round is the eldest cousin. I am really looking forward to it. 3 days ago, my mother and I were at AMK Hub looking for the dresses that we will be wearing on that day. I'm tired now. Yawns. Good bye..Will upload the photos the day after the wedding dinner.

Exercising this morning. I have been lazy since last week and that particular week, I olly exercise on Monday. Till today, this is my 2nd time of exercising. I need some motivations!!

Finally bought JJ's cd. I have considered of buying for quite some time. But I just can't decide whether it is worth it to buy. So until today, I decided to buy. I won't regret as this is my own choice. I don't know what to say now. So blog till here.

All right, I shall post again. Yesterday, I was walking on my way home and the sky suddenly changed its colour. I predicted that that it was going to rain. And, my prediction was correct. Well, I got drenched in the rain, but just only a little. It doesn't harm me, rite? Reached home and switched on the television to watch the 7pm. As I was watching, there were some memories flashing back. Those early dramas were my mother's years. I can see that she is some kind of recalling back of her childhood memories, so do I. Well, recalling back your childhood memories is really enjoyable.

These are the 3 CDs that I'm currently listening over and over again. All the songs are nice. You should go and listen. It is really worth buying and listening.

These were the photos that were taken at my grandfather's house yesterday. And so sorrie that I never blog for the past 3 days. I had just been lazing around, watching television programmes and listening to CDs. Will post the CD covers later. And I'm going out again with mummy to meet my 'xiao shen shen' at causeway point this coming thursday. As mummy doesn't know how to go, I will show her the way. I'm the 'dian deng pao'. Shall blog here for now. Muhahaha....

Went to student care centre with my mum yesterday to visit my teachers. It was really great to see them again. Bought ferrero for them. We left there about 1.15pm after knowing the highest score for PSLE was 287. The standard is always the same. After that, we proceeded to parkway shopping centre to do some shopping. When we entered into necklaces shop, I was already browsing through the necklaces and I found that I like that necklace. It was a simple necklace and it cost $16. So I went to discuss with my mother. She said if it's worth it, then buy. I hestitated for quite a while and in the end I still bought it. Then we went to the electronics shop to take a look at all the laptops. In total, we went to 3 shops and compare the prices and quality in the. So finally, I came to a conclusion that I like 2 laptops from Harvey Norman and 1 from Best. So I want my mother to give me some time to consider over these 3 laptops until the end of CNY next year. 2 of them were $999 and the other one was $1299. I have 2 months to consider. That's all for now. Bye...

During the holidays, I will usually wake up and listen to radio FM93.3. This is a part of my routine to listen for about 1 to 4 hours. This morning, as usual, I woke up around 7.50am to listen to FM93.3 till 12pm before I came down to blog. Tmr shall be the 'busiest' day as my mother and I have to go to the supermarket to buy some chocolates for the student care students. The only aim is not to give them chocolates, but to visit the teachers there as they have requested me during teachers' day to ask my mother to visit them once in a while. After that, we will head down to parkway to do some window shopping and also visit one of the electronic stores to buy a laptop, but not buying tmr. I will blog here for now. Goodbye...

I found this on Liangyi's facebook. I think it is so true.

天秤

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……

几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。

的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。

而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。

因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。

他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。

他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？

“我懒得……” 这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。

通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢“君子之交清淡如水”。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。

较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。“我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……”他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。

他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨“太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！”

可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？

他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。

天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华

Finally, this is my 401 post. These few nights I have not been sleeping well because of the incident 2 days ago. I shan't elaborate any further. I want to find a job but there is economic recession and retrenchment are everywhere. Shall not blog anymore. Bye...

Back to blog. These were the photos that we took yesterday at E-hub, K-box. The invitation was from Cousin Chiu Mei. And thanks a lot. We really enjoyed it very much. We were very hyper when we sang, especially S.H.E songs and Luo Zhi Xiang's songs that were sang by me and Cousin Adeline. I also sang 2 songs of Fish Leong. Cousin Adeline's mother also sang hokkien song though we do not know how to sing, but we clapped and being high together. The food was yummy. I had terriyaki chicken whereas the 3 of them had salmon. Too bad I did not take the photo of the food. Cousin Chiu Mei was really very funny. Her pose really made me and Cousin Adeline laugh like mad. We are the madness girls in the room. I really hope there will be a next time outing to K-box again, with the 3 of us. This shall be my best memories ever although yesterday there was an incident which totally spoiled my mood which my father told me what took place at grandfather's house

Back to blog. Now my emotion is getting a little bit better now than yesterday. These few days I've been reading Chinese Romance stories. I have not been sleeping well. Shall stop here.

Feeling a bit better now. But still I have no choice. Half day and last day of school for the primary school students. Yesterday Cousin Chiu Mei phoned me to tell me whether can change the k-box day to this coming sunday. But she hasn't yet said anything about the venue and the time. Will be looking forward to it. Shall stop here. Bye...

When I am feeling down, I just want to find a corner to relieve all my anger out of me. So this blog is the only way to vent my anger and frustrations as I can't find anyway to relieve this anger of me. What I feel that my aunty is just controlling me and my family's life. We just cannot do what we want. An one and a half hour ago, she just called me to be punctual tomorrow at 6.30pm just to switch off her television so that my grandmother can watch the 7pm on channel 8 just in time the moment she finish eating her dinner. This is just a completely unreasonable request which I think I cannot accept. But I have no choice. Another very unreasonable thing is that this afternoon, my mother and I went to tampines mall to walk around, and suddenly she called my handphone. This is the conversation:

Aunty: Where are you now?
Me: In tampines area shopping with mummy
Aunty: I want you to take duck meat and you are in tampines?
Me: We can take after we come back.
Aunty: Whatever.

She is just so unreasonable that my dad and mother just can't tolerate anymore. Not only them, I am the one who suffers the most. I just feel very @#%^&*$&. Shall stop here for today. Hope the future will be better for me.

OMG!! I woke up super late today. Slept at 11.15pm, and woke up at 12.10pm. About half a day is gone. I slept for 12 hrs 55 mins. This is my longest record. Haha...Listen to FM 93.3 for 2 hours before coming down to blog. Ever since 'O's has ended, I really can't decide what to do at home. Shall find something to do later on. Bye...

At last, finally, 'O's are over. It's time to rest and gather with friends to catch up with each other. For the past 1 mth, I feel like being tortured. At last, I regain my freedom at 9am. Probably K-ing with cousin Chiu Mei and Mei on the 22nd Nov (Sat). I'm not that sure. It's time for me to watch the videos that I have missed out. Videos, music, here I come!!

Hello=) Back to blog. Finally 2 more papers to go. Tmr is accounts paper 1 and tues(11/11) is science(phy/bio) paper 1. How good the day is to mark the end of the paper. So I will not blog tmr and the day after. Probably will blog a short post in the afternoon(11/11). So till then. Bye...

Just came back from school.

Wed (5/11)
Had 'O' level Chinese retaking. The paper seemed to be easier than the one in May. But I just stoned there for very long and I don't know what is the reason. I just hope that my grades will be improve. I don't want to get a C6 anymore.

Thurs (6/11)
Stayed at home to revise for literature the next day. And yeah, mummy cooked. It was just simply delicious although there was only vegetables and meat and it was simply yummy.

Fri (7/11)
Had 'O' level Literature today. It's quite ok. And I had just enough time to complete the whole paper.
Lastly, Happy 17th birthday to Bee Sian.

Back to blog. Yesterday was S.S paper. If you want me to say, it's quite easy, though we have studied the skills for SBQ, and as for the SEQ, it was okay, but there was no time to finish the last part of the qn. It's okay. Tmr 'O' level Chinese retaking. This time I must do well and score at least a B4. I was very kinda upset about my chinese result when I received few months back ago. So, if I hope, B3 will be better for me, but I know it is inpossible for me to get a B3 as my listening+oral is a PASS. But if I get B3, that will just fuifil my wish. Now, I am going back to study now. Bye...

Hello=) Back to blog. Sorry for not blogging about 3 days. As you all know, I'm busy preparing for 'O' levels. I'll just blog what happened to me these 3 days.

Wednesday(29/10)
Physics 'O' level. Woke up around 8 plus in the morning and started studying. Bathed and all and went to school about 12 plus. The paper was quite okay.

Thursday(30/10)
'O' level Maths Paper 2. The paper was quite easy. Some qns were okay, some were not. So went home after the paper to prepare for Accounts and Biology.

Friday(31/10)
Accounts Paper in the morning. I can tell this was the most difficult paper ever. P&L came out, margin came out, general journal came out, errors came out and working capital came out. Those not came out were bank reconcilation, debtors and creditors control, refreshment trading, only part of Income and Expenditure came out. It's really very disappointing this year. Hope that accounts paper 1 can pull up. After accounts, went to the canteen to study for the next paper, biology. During the process, I can tell you it's very tired. In the mid of studying, I felt like sleeping and went to the water cooler to wash my face more than 3 times. Then 2.30pm the biology paper started. An average paper.

Ok, time for me to start S.S now. Left 2 more themes to study. That's quite a lot.. Bye...