I believe in *Miracles* ~~

Hello..i'm back from exams. It's been 2 months since I last updated this blog..and now I'm back to make it alive. First of all, my exams are over today, and all are done...Someone gave me a letter saying all their frustrations on me.... I take it as negative impressions and so on....What u all think of me is not my business....but that's not the true side of me, that's for sure. I take it all the blames and etc....so no point trying to speak up for myself, coz I know the more I speak up, the more misjudgements I will get in return. All those misunderstandings and so on, that's up to ur thinking. I've gt no stand to say anything..but just want to emphasise...that's me...i'm not going to change whatever u all said, coz that's my character, and there will always be.

Back to blog...I know this blog has not been alive for about a month already. Holidays now, but do not look like holidays..it's all about projects, revision, doing tutorials etc....So I won't have the time to come and blog everyday, but will try to blog every now and then to keep it a little alive here. ^^

Was talking about trust with someone..what is TRUST anyway? Trust is having the mutual trust between each other. Family trust, friend trust, couple trust, even business between employer and employee also need trust..wherever u are, there will be trust. If you tell the person a secret about yourself, it means u trust that person to keep a secret to himself/herself. When a couple are together, it also needs mutual trust between each other, not being suspicious that he/she is doing something behind your back. If you do not trust that person , what's the point of being together in the first place?

But sometimes, trust can be misused by people. They abuse the trust by doing not the right thing. Once trust is gone, it's hard to earn back the trust which you have gained from that person who have trusted you so much. Worst come to worst, you even do not have the chance to earn back the trust from people again.... There are 2 choices : The person may give you another chance, whereas the person is not going to give you another chance.

So in conclusion, we need to maintain the trust which people have given us. We are not supposed to misuse it and so on. But sadly to say, there are still people who are still misusing the trust. It's reality. There's nothing we can do about it.

Back to blog....have a very hectic life now.....5 projects awaiting to be done....a lot rite? It's killing all poly yr 1 and 2 students I guess? All need to complete like within next week...so many things to rush, and to be done... E-learning next week, no need to go back school, except have s&w and ij...Common tests in week 8...left about 2 weeks to study and memorise all the notes... havent even touch the notes yet....how to study in such a short period of time? Shall continue back to projects.... Haiz.... =(((

Yoyo... sorrie for not blogging for the past few weeks...Now I understand why tertiary education life is so stressed up =( no time to eat or drink...that's sad lo.... Lectures, tutorials, projects..have been so busy and have really do not have the time to start doing my notes...i find that nowadays doing notes in foolscap seems abit tiring..so for now, i typed in the laptop from now on and print it out as my notes... ^^ shall stop here for now and continue to do my notes now...

Back to blog for a short while before I go out to buy my bag...Sch will be starting tmr..haha... Another new chapter of life going to be embark on ~~ Really looking forward to it...Can't wait to see my new classmates... :D Yes, will be bringing laptop to school..depends which modules are required...shall see when the lecturer will be telling tmr....

Back to blog....anyway will blog a short post before I go to sleep.... Posting results were out yesterday...I get into my 2nd choice which was NP- Accountancy & Finance.... I didn't get into my first choice which was SP, most probably due to too competitive and the cumulative grades I am having...but overall is still okay...

So for the next 3 years, I will have to travel from East to West....to have a taste of travelling such a long distance....having a hard time to convincing my mum not to let me stuck in the comfortable zone which I've been for the past 13 years ever since the sch which I've studied all located in the East side which was comfortable to me.... So I want to have a change in environment of studying in the West.

But hopefully I can endure this throughout the 3 years though I know it will be very hard which I guess no one approved of what I will be doing....

Studying in the West means I have to get up early, sacrificing some of the sleep I have....but "Suffer Now & Enjoy later".....If I get good grades in NP, then my sacrifices of my sleep will not be wasted....

Okay, shall blog....Results out...too hard for me to believe ^^
but cumulative not that bad ^^ another round of waiting time...this time will be 4 days....*enduring* *Praying* hard too... Sometimes I feel that waiting is a kind of torturing..but maybe to others it's like they feel it's worth to wait for something or someone better...I also believe in that too ^^

4 days of enduring starts from now

Just a short post for now.....Has been anticipating for the results to be release but only till next week then I will know the outcome, plus on the 2 apr which will be the release of the application of poly...So shall still wait for that day to arrive... Hoping to get in..so i still can plan for my uni journey after the release of poly applications..

*Hoping* & *Praying*

It has been after a week ever since after the exam. Feel like there's lacking something...but just do not know how to describe the feeling. After exams, has been staying at home watching taiwan & hk dramas, meeting friends, going back to the lib....So for now, my life will be just like that till the results release.....

And surprisingly, last fri received the letter from my mum's hand....opening up was a letter of EAGLES award....to me, it was unbelieveable...never in my life I have been receiving this kind of CCA award ^^ And few of my friends have been asking me to treat them... I was wondering...wasn't the other way round? I have mostly treat people, but seems that not all did treat back...I'm not bearing grudges, but only just wondering......

Shall blog again soon....

Yes!! Today marked the end of my 3 years of ITE journey...Thanks to all the Year 1 & 2 Lecturers..shall I name out? Haha..since I bet this will gonna be a long post probably...

Here are the list of the lecturers who taught for Yr 1 & 2 :

- Mr Ong
- Ms Chu
- Mrs K
- Mr Tan
- Miss Heh Heh (Annie Koh) :p
- Mr Hari
- Ms Quah
- Ms Chan
- Mrs Ang
- Mr Liang
- Ms Tan

Thanks for all the guidance, encourangment, lecturing & nagging ^^

It's been 3 years ever since I've stepped into ITE...been thinking on how I react when I see new faces...haha...Oh no..I've been planning to blog a long post, but as for now I can't recall what I've wanted to blog =(

For now, time to rest and just wait for the results..hopefully can get into the poly, just the poly which I've applied ^^ Time to catch up some dramas which I've missed and time to read the books which I've bought 2 months ago... ^^ movies too, plus singing....^^

A lot of memories for the past 3 years, shall kept all in my heart ^^ Till now, QP

All the best ^^