It's too late if you realised that you are leaving me far away from you.

February ~~~

2012-02-02T18:57:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blog...sorrie to keep u waiting for so long...I feel kinda bad about it... =( shall be a short post for today, as really nothing much to blog....

It's turning February now...and 1 more mth before I officially graduate from ITE ^^ which I am looking forward to it ^^. Ok, just done with the presentation today which I kinda screwed up a bit...and I really depended too much on my cue card which was not very good...will try to improve on it. Anyway, it's over, so just hoping for the best ^^

Proj 2 is done, so left with the reflection tmr and Q&A next week. So now left with Proj 1 and Proj 3 which is still ongoing , which I'm not really afraid of...^^ and left costing final paper....at this point of time can slack a bit for now...hahas...as my fear of presenting is finally over ^^

Hmm...okay...shall stop blogging here. Will be updating asap ^^

2012-01-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

Back to blog again....CA2 today...guess wont be scoring as good grades as I am expecting....cny is nearing soon....and for now not really in a good mood to blog tday...alot of stuffs keep running into my mind...l just dun knw how to describe it here...sorrie, readers...bear with me for a week or so....I'm so sorrie about that

Brand new year, 2012

2012-01-01T01:04:00.003+08:00

Goodbye 2011, and Hihi to 2012 ^^ please be better to me and my family and friends around me...^^

A brand new year, a new start. 2011 has been an ups and downs for me, be it facing problems with friends, family, school, and r/s...well, I can say that it has been really a challenging year for me....^^ resolutions? It's been updated in my previous post ^^ maybe still have other resolutions in my mind? Shall think it through again..

This year March will be graduating soon and will start to move on to another higher level of education for me which means another phase of life ( *Praying hard*), will get to meet new friends if possible ^^

Shall end here for now... ^^

Last day of 2011...

2011-12-31T14:54:00.002+08:00

It's the last day of 2011 today. Looking back, I have been realising a lot of things, doing things which are meaningful, and also ridiculous things...heehee...^^

Looking through the past 1 year, I'm sure everyone has been facing some setbacks, me too...but that doesnt mean of giving up. Have to look ahead and I'm sure we'll overcome it.

Here comes my resolutions for 2012: (it's almost the same)

- Priority is to get into the poly and the course which I want
- Slim down ( I know this resolution has been ongoing till now, hahas...well, will still try ^^)
- Family being healthy and happy
- Love myself and treat myself better
- Friends around me can be happy and healthy too ^^
- Learn one skill which I've never encounter before??

Lastly, just want to thank my family being there for me when I'm feeling down, they are really my support.

And last but not least, my dear Sisters and Brothers, who have all been along with me. They are the ones who are really there to cheer me up when I've been facing some issues even though they are busy with their stuffs. Really appreciate it a lot ^^ Love you, guys ^^ hope we'll remain as one ^^

And wish everyone have a great new year ahead. Hope 2012 will be a better year for me.

2011-12-04T12:03:00.002+08:00

I'm back...yes...i knw i leave this blog rotten for about half a month, as really have nothing to post about....1 more week before the school holiday start...this hols shall be a catching up session with some people, plus CCA, and costing revision, and last but not least, PROJECT..yes...project....nearly tire me out for this module. Never been so tired before...yes...bear for a few more months and I can officially graduate...yes...and DISAPPEAR....lalalalala.....just want to leave those unhappy moments aside....I need more time....

Shant blog too much anyway...nothing to blog for now...will blog again (depends on my mood) ^^

movie...

2011-11-15T07:43:00.002+08:00

Hi, back to blog...has watched this movie shown on the above... Watched it yesterday with friend...to be frank, although this movie is NC 16, but still overall it's still nice...rating : 4/5...still not bad although there are some vulgarities, but still, it's worth watching...^^ this week think will be my movie spree, will be watching the same movie with diff ppl? Haha...tmr will be watching 2nd time..and this coming weekend will watch with mum..haha...3 times in a week..how great??? Ok, shall blog again soon...^^

2011-11-02T19:09:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for not updating this space of mine for the past 2 or 3 weeks...school still okay except that Chan keep nagging here and there, and already used to it, so shall not say much...muahahaha....the reason why I dont keep updating this blog is becoz I dun actually have the inspiration to blog everyday as it only revolves my daily routine.

2 more weeks to CA1 and i'm only like half-prepared, as it contains theory too...heehee...will actually start revising on fri, as friday no school? heeheee...so shiok...friday till monday..4 days for me to revise at home although in between still go out....Shall stop here for now...will update as soon as possible...^^

2011-10-18T16:41:00.002+08:00

HiHi, back to blog...yesterday was when I officially turned 20. Haha..wasn't really looking forward..but still, i enjoyed every min of yesterday. The previous day before I turned 2o, my friends all ganged up to give me a surprise...was kinda shocked and touched, but still appreciated all the effort that they have put in ^^

Went to marina barrage after the surprise, and stayed there till abt 7 odd before we left. Didnt get to eat dinner with them as my leg were damn pain and felt tired too.

Yesterday went to eat 18 chef after lesson, then went to SP to find Da Jie, then we went to NEX and walked around after that, then ate dinner..haha...stayed there till 8, then went home..haha....shall stop here for now.

2011-10-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

2nd lesson of the week is almost over soon...still okay and everything still remain the same...nothing much happen...4 more days before turning 2o..wasn't really looking forward to it...maybe dun have the mood to celebrate bah...friends are working and starting school..so really do not knw how to use this day to spend the time..not really in a mood to blog now...shall blog again another day soon...sorrie...

Lot 1 & IMM

2011-10-10T08:22:00.003+08:00

Back to blog....these are some of the photos that were taken yesterday..so I just combined together...lazy to upload one by one...so yah... enjoy browing each of the photos... ^^

Met Ivonne, Tracy and BS at Eunos at 1.30pm as BS was ending his work..so gathered with him and took train to paya lebar, and change to circle line to bishan, and from there to CCK..reached there abt 3pm...so we walked a bit and went to KFC as BS had not eaten yet, so yah, accompanied him...not enough space for us, so Ivonne, BS, Mel & Hui Wen sit together..while me & baby (Tracy) sit at other side...simply enjoyed talking with her...was laughing all the way..haha...after that, walked a bit more, and Ivonne was like a small kid wanting to go roof top, so yah, went to roof top, and she began blowing bubbles..haha..I oso gt blew, but a bit...coz hands were a bit sticky, so nvr blowed anymore..brought back a bit of childhood memories... ^^

Then after that, went to toilet to wash up before heading to Jurong East...and again, walked...haha...that was what we were doing for the whole afternoon and evening..walking here and there, and again, went to IMM rooftop to blow bubbles and took pics...me and baby were just sitting there seeing people play, and the of coz the 4 of them playing too...^^ played until 7plus and going to 8...and went to Long John to have dinner, and after took shuttle bus back to the station and took train back...reached home abt 10 odd...me, baby, ivonne and bs reached home at the same time...heehee...^^ after finishing sms-ing, washed up and pong on the bed zzz...simply tired...

2011-10-04T18:37:00.002+08:00

Sch has started for the 2nd day...still not quite bad...Rained in the morning, and has been reluctant to wake up in such a nice weather...but still have to force ownself to wake up and be punctual for 9am lsn. Reached school just on time. Lsn still okay, can understand..hahas....Lsn end at 2pm today, and went 7-11 to buy something while waiting for junior's sms...

Then went down my hse to meet her to retrieve back my AFD file...hahas..finally my AFD file is back...miss a lot sia... :P chatted with her while waiting for her parents to finish their work...so chatted for abt 15 mins before they went back...then back home and bathe and have very LATE lunch..about 4pm...super late huh..haha...

Yawns ar...tired..even sleep for 1 whole day can't regain my energy back...dun knw sleep for how long then considered not tired...Hmm...shall stop here for now...nothing to blog for now le...

2011-10-02T10:42:00.002+08:00

Tmr will be the start of the brand new semester already...fast huh? I'm like really reluctant to go back leh...nvm..another 5 more months.... Say hi to Costing & Projects...they are going to be my friends for next 5 mths...haha...so if i treat them well, they will treat me well too...heh heh...:P

Did I say I miss chan's the nagging? Haha...Oh well, tmr can start to hear her nagging for the next 5 mths...haha..shld I bring cotton wool to stuff my ear when she nag? Heh heh.... maybe should buy bulleted-proof vest in case she shoot bullet...haha...hmm..still thinking? Lalalalala....oh well, nothing to blog for now.

2011-10-01T21:15:00.001+08:00

Paiseh ah..hahas...nothing to post right now..so I just randomly posted some of the photos..been edited...^^

photos time..haha...during boring times =P

2011-10-01T20:59:00.009+08:00

mixed feelings....

2011-09-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hello =) back to blog...results are out today..but shant disclose it here....but surprisingly i did very well, much more than what I expected...shall give it the last shot for the last semester before I graduate..can't wait to leave the school..although there are more happy memories rather than sad memories...

I'm happy with my results as my hard work really pays off, but on the other hand, somehow I don't seem to be happy with some problems...oh well, it's personal and I shant talk much here...

Will blog some other days... TIME to face challenges and obstacles....

combine photos....

2011-09-27T11:22:00.003+08:00

2011-09-26T10:16:00.002+08:00

Back to blog...found this on google...so decided to post it..i knw it's been long since I upload photos or pics..promise will upload occassionally, yah? Anyway, 3 more days to release of results...and next week going to be sch reopen for me..though it's last semester, but will give it my last shot...though it's only 1 core module and 1 project based, it's not going to be easy. So, yah...going school now to help out teachers to do something...
Tmr going to sing K again and having sushi buffet...woohoo!! Longing for tmr to come soon...Stay tuned. ^^

in the night.....

2011-09-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

I do not know why I always like to choose at night to blog. Maybe it gives me the feeling of blogging as at night can make a person think a lot of stuffs...etc....

These 2 weeks, I do not know that I always dream of the same incident, same person..and as I keep dreaming, my tears will just flow out and I don't know why..seemed that these 2 weeks, I cried myself to sleep and woke up in the morning, my eyes will feel just very sore...is it the reason that can give me an excuse to cry until i fall asleep? I guessed so..Keep giving myself an excuse why I always cried when I always dreamt of him in my sleep..all the incidents that keep flashing past...guessed that I have not let go yet...really very hard for me to let go, really hard...

Another 1 more week of holiday before school reopen...time flies...

1 more week...

2011-09-23T10:20:00.002+08:00

Time passed by so fast...end of 2nd week, nxt week gonna be the last week of sch holidays before the sch reopen...and results are gonna be released next thursday...OMG!! was praying so hard for that..

Tues gonna meet Jac and her bf for movie and sushi...heehee...^^ was actually looking forward to it coz Jac tempted me...sob sob... :( 1 more week before gonna face another challenge and that is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ haha..just randomly typed this...no need to figure out, I also do not know why am I typing filling in the blanks...anyway, mood still okay..but still need to tidy up more before facing...hope it will be successful for me? Though I still cant bear to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, but still..Oh well...haiz...

Shall stop blogging here for now...

If only time could stopped.....

new look...

2011-09-20T11:57:00.003+08:00

Thought of giving this blog a fresh new look..there it is..please comment if you want to..those unncessary comments or tags which I find it not accepatable, I will just delete..and do nt promote ur site using my blog...much appreciated...

2011-09-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

It's been a week ever since the incident. I admitted that I still can't get over it..but still I need to accept it. Though I've been hoping smth miracles will appear..shall give myself sometime to wait..coz I cant seem to wait forever.

Shall not post emo stuffs here...1 week of holidays have passed like that..and I've been boring at home watching dramas and going school for cca and going out with friends...nth to do...my daily routine are the same...And today rewarded myself with a new pair of shoes. Think shall pamper myself a bit occassionally...haha..that shall be my aim? Hahas...Shall stop here for today. Ok..back to watching drama...

Everything...ENDED...

2011-09-11T04:32:00.003+08:00

Blogging this with a heavy heart now...I do not know this post is going to be a long or a short post.

Woke up in the middle of the night (today) when I came back from toilet...saw my phone keep vibrating...I was hoping and hoping and it really saddened me a lot when I read the msges. Indeed, it was a broke-up msg. My tears was flowing like tap continuously and it is not stopping. Please stop, tears. It alrdy has happened...can't be salvaged back anymre when I really wanted to. Even though if salvaged back, things aren't gonna be the same anymore. I was indeed as naive as TJY...thought of this person would be our lifelong partner..but it will never be the same again...When I saw his tweet yesterday nite and I guessed something is going to happen, and I pray for miracles....but it turned out to be...real happening...

No quarrel, nor anything, and yet we ended up in this stage. Almost all our friends were so envy that we hardly quarrelled, only once over sms, but it's only a trivial matter...but once after that, we are back to normal again...but nevetherless...it didn't last for long. Feel sad and in agony at the same time..I was browsing through all the sweet msges and deleting one by one...before deleting, I will read again and again till it's being captured in my heart and brain...but when I delete, my heart cried one time...a total of 176 msges plus previous msges which have been deleted...i do not know many times I have cried..I have told myself....Will miracles ever happened on me? Am I one of the lucky person? Guess I'm not.

Neoprint and colour sand...will be safely kept at one side and this will be the memories between us..the sweetest memories...hope you will keep the things I gave you

To this very Special person of mine:

I do not know if you will ever read this post, but I guessed you won't ever be reading and not even in the future. For the past 4 months, we enjoyed the moment with each other together, although it didn't last for very long..but every moments that we spent will always be captured in my heart. Though I am not really willing to accept the fate and reality, but still I am hoping for the best, but it didn't turned out well enough. I am very contented of what you have given me these 4 months and I didn't ask for more. You can say I am very naive of thinking wanting to continue being with you, but guessed as much, you won't.
Don't worry..I will try to move on and carry on with my life, but I need more time to go out of this saddness. I am not as weak as what you will think.
I can never expect anymore morning smses, spamming, sweet msges words from you, no more hugs, no more cuddling, tickling, tempting and so on...but only in a position as a close friend I think? Will try to get used to it although I yearn for every morning smses. You have changed my life completely. I can say that I really never ever feel regretted of starting this r/s with you..really really NEVER...The promises that you have made to me will never ever come true again... I still like you, and the feeling will never ever be changed unless I have found another guy who is better than you, treating me better. But I will never get to experience the way you treat me so good.
No matter what, in my heart, you stand a very impt role to me and no one is ever gonna steal that position away from you, and you will never be forgotten....NEVER...I hope I still stand a very impt place in your heart too and never be forgotten.

YOU SHALL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ME!

2011-08-02T17:15:00.002+08:00

New month le..which means 1 month and 3 days to exams..so fast...Time to get buck up le wor..can't slack anymore...realising that I have not been watching drama online for the past 1 or 2 months...heehee..shall wait till after exams are over then will watch in one full speed...heehee...^^I have a lot of dramas wanting to watch, but I am tolerating first...hahaa...

After exams will be time to watch the dramas that I wanted...Whee...about 5 to 6 dramas awaiting for me to watch..Shall chiong for study first and enjoy later...Hmm...USS again on 8 Sep? in the midst of saving money for it.....Shall stop blogging here then..will blog again tmr...

CAs, movies....

2011-07-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

Back to blog....heeheee...^^ met up with cliques to Marina there to watch the NDP preview fireworks last Saturday...heeheee...reached there abt 6plus...was busy taking photos here and there....and someone was too egg-cited when she said she first time saw the fireworks very near..heehee...^^ like a small little kid...so cute...^^ heehee...^^

After taking, was intending to go and help Tracy to revise for her upcoming accounting class test..but somehow the mood was not there for everybody, including me as well...haha...so walked walked at suntec...and found a place to sit down, while the 2 guys went to arcade, and we 3 girls were sitting down..heehee...somehow did help a bit for Tracy & Ivonne...haha..2 -in-1..as I am the only girl there who knws accounting and have the background too...so stayed there till 9plus almost 10...heehee...where we took some photos together...heehee..has been alrdy uploaded to fb..lazy to post it here...

Then the following day met up again with I & T at C.A after their work...hmmm...heehee..took quite sometime for them to settle down...heehee...^^ stayed there till 4plus and went home...woo...

School has reopened for the 4th day and tmr will end the week....and next week going to be CA real soon, and I wanna watch Harry Potter on wed, but CA on thurs...how sad it is? Shall watch before it is over, prob on the following wed (27/7)...hmmm...shall decide again...

Bad day

2011-07-11T20:50:00.001+08:00

Really not a good day to start and end with..got aimed by teacher in class when it's not my fault of doing a job properly...feel so indignant now...

2 months

2011-07-03T09:08:00.004+08:00

To my dearest boy, Happy 2 months anniversary to the both of us. We have been together for another month again. Thanks for everything that you have done for me, and the time spending with you is simply so great. U are always there for me when I am down, and cheer me up with your humour. Really cherish it a lot.

Sharing...

2011-06-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

Back to blog...after a long week of break shelf, finally past through nursing books already....still left abt 1/3 to go before finishing the whole breaking of shelves...

Today he told mi abt his past and so, and I was quite surprised that he actually shared those with me although not quite a lot..he prefers to keep some to himself...but still I am glad that he shared...some of those which surprised me quite a lot, but wont reveal it here...

It's great to have a heart to heart talk with him today and understand him better now...and now I realised as days passed by, I realised that I am becoming to depend on him quite most of the times. Wish that he will stay and not walk away, since he has occupied in my whole heart ^^

sch holidays...

2011-06-20T08:16:00.002+08:00

hihi....back to blog...first day of school holiday starts from today...need to go back later on..so will blog a bit first....

1st week - go back everyday

2nd and 3rd week - will go back 2 or 3 times a week, so that the rest of the time will be revision, spending time with friends & last but not least, BF....^^

Holidays don't really seemed to be like holidays as later on need go back sch for cca & taxation remedial..only for today...and need do revision for CAs when the school reopen, so it's kinda called a study break ?? Ok, shall stop blabbering....will blog again soon.

2011-06-11T14:57:00.003+08:00

Somehow I feel that things won't get so solved easily when it is getting out of hands. It's not to be as simple as what they think. If they put themselves in our shoes, they will know what happen. 17 Jun will be a day when everyone gets to meet up and solve. Ok, I dun mind.

Once if he starts to argue, I will LEAVE immediately as I knw if he starts again, the quarrel won't seem to stop.

I can't guarantee that there will be no problem in solving the issue..coz it's not going to help if continues like this.

2011-06-11T13:29:00.002+08:00

I am so so so NAIVE to believe that he will change. Now not anymore..he makes me wake up from my silly dreams and now I dun really believe in humans' character anymore. Not anymore.

Thanks ah, for making me realising no more huamn character existence anymore.

Humans' World

2011-06-11T11:25:00.002+08:00

Has been thinking for the past 3 days ever since the argument started..and it's getting tense by every minutes.

He is no longer the person that I knew for once. Just simply vanished into the thin air, and transformed into another person which is completely a stranger to me as for now. It's not that I dun like him, but it's his attitude which totally turned and pissed me off. His way of doings makes me feel disgusted, thinking that violence can solve everything. What a childish mindset! And he since if he like to rule, I might as well hand over my position to him and washed everything off, and I will see what he will turned the club into.

For sure will not meet up for quite sometime and I'm totally alright and happy with it as I think everybody need more time to cool down.

Saying I didn't come for CCA, never see me at all or should I say he means he sees more of vice-chair than the chair? Obviously, my timetable and his are totally different. I have CA every week and I still try to make a point to come at least 2 times a week despite that I am preparing for upcoming CA.

And by deleting the post which I have written, doesn't mean I give in to him. Don't think that I am scared just becoz u r fierce. U have steppped on my tail..so I wont give in so easily to you. Violence doesnt solve everything.

The guy make a girl cry is simply so not human...I am willing to clap for her if she finds a guy who will truly love her and care for her..unlike you. If you come back for her and begged her, I can just tell you "Serve u right for not cherishing such a nice girl"

1 month anniversary

2011-06-03T06:34:00.002+08:00

It's been 1 month since we have been together. Happy 1 month anniversary to the both of us.. ^^ ♥ Really great to have you to be part in my life...so blessed ^^ Thanks for all the ♥, care and concern that you have showered on me..and thanks for being there when I feel sick for these past few days ^^ Accompanying you back after school seems to be a everyday routine for me, and you are used to me having by your side, can lie on your shoulder to sleep while the bus reaches until tamp int. Feel so safe and secured to have you by my side.

Hope our ♥ will remain as good as before, in fact better than before ^^ Hope we will last long ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-05-27T13:41:00.004+08:00

hihi..back to blog...just posted a post above...hehe..^^ i have nothing to blog actually...no pics, no nothing, so just have a pic to interest it, if not, all words will be too boring...hehe..^^exactly 1 more week to 1 mth le...hehe..^^ cant celebrate on the actual, so only can celebrate on the weekend..^^...till then..will blog again soon...

2011-05-25T15:25:00.002+08:00

hihi..back to blog..will keep it a short one...going to revise all over again for taxation CA tmr...pray that it will be easy and manageable and able to score well... do it once and for all..let it pass ^^ okie..i'm sleepy now...need to catch a small nap now ^^

~random~

2011-05-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

hihi ^^ i knw it has been 1 week since I've blogged...and I knw it's getting late now..it's 11.40pm and I still have lsn at 8am later...boohoo!!~~ Ca in a day time (26/5), but just can't help feeling a little anxiousness in me..I knw I have to trust my own, not to disappoint my parents, my dearies sisters (TJY, u are included inside as well..hehe...*winks*) and HIM, of coz!~ have been constantly mugging hard for this semester to aim not a 4, but at least a 3.5 and a bit more, I will be contented, 4 to me maybe a bit hard, have to depend on the CA results, but teachers nt revealing to us so we didnt know.

1 more week to our 1 mth.. *hints* haha... still searching aimlessly whether want to give anot, but he said he dun mind not having 1 this month...nt sure if he really does not want.. but will still try to search again..hehe..^^ okok..it's getting late, and I'm sleeping soon..nites...stay tuned. ^^

tolerance of patience...

2011-05-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

back to blog...oh well, another tiring day today...hmm..today scolded by ms chan...but i'm not the one being affected, but it is a lesson learnt for me as well... What she scolded us is because of our attendance amd our attitude towards studies...when she scolded today, I knew she will scold again during the last 2 hrs of her lsn beside her 2nd lesson at 11am this morning..this morning can see that she was very naggy and black faced.

I knew she was going to explode her anger anytime as she has already accumulated for quite a few weeks, maybe about a month or so....so I was not surprised when she scolded the class today. Really minority ppl in our class need to do some self-reflection...they are always taking the teachers' kindness for granted..always keep for them homework nvr ask for it, need me give to them personally..i nt robot leh, can't remember this and that..i am a human lo...Really, shld do some self-reflection abt attitude towards our studies..dun let the teacher nagged at us...they will sure get tired one day. She nagged at us is really for our own good....

Okok...stop ranting for now..self reflection time... ^^

^^

2011-05-08T21:17:00.004+08:00

Hello ^^ back to blog ^^ thanks to my friends for giving me their blessings to me and him...gladly appreciated...thanks alot ^^ been with him for the 5th day already..wishing that can have a last long r/s with him...mutual trust and communication is the key to r/s...hehe...^^ have been trying my very best now...

Tmr going to be another new week tmr. Sybolizes there's CA this week, next week, and the week after and before Jun holidays, another CA coming up...hehe...Will add oil de...^^

Will blog again some other day ^^

impt decision...

2011-05-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

hmm..how shall I start? I shant go into much details since ppl from Lib has knw already...haha...hope i didnt make the wrong choice this time....

Pact!

2011-04-22T15:40:00.001+08:00

4 years later, 21 Apr 2015...

Made a pact with Tracy ^^ Jie, help mi to rmb oso hor...we both got STM de!

heart-to-heart session

2011-04-17T15:02:00.003+08:00

1 week has just passed in a flash! How fast is that? Tomorrow will be another start of the new week, and this indicate the CA is getting nearer and nearer each day. Yesterday met up with Tracy and Ivonne at Changi Airport Terminal 1...we found place to sit and chat about our personal issue. Actually I feel very comfortable when sharing the issues with them and we have lots of laughter. The whole of Terminal 1 was our laughter and craziness...haha... After that, took train to tanah merah, and ivonne went home, while Tracy & me went to bedok walk for awhile...hmm..sent off Tracy at bedok int while me walked back to bedok point to have my tea-break, Mos Burger..haha..yum yum...then home sweet home. Glad to have both of you in my life ^^

mixed feelings...

2011-04-14T18:59:00.002+08:00

I'm going crazy if I'm not going to blog about my feelings. I was kinda feeling guilty towards this guy when I rejected him yesterday and told him about how I feel.

Somehow I think that when we are friends, we have a lot of things to talk, but when we become couples, we dun talk much..i observe this when i was with him alone for a few times...I have warned him before that I dun like guys to tickle me and so on, and he did it yesterday which really irritates me a lot. Then he knew that he stepped on my tail, and quickly apologised a few times.

The after that, he asked me abt this issue : among the 2 guys in the movie which we watched yesterday, U think who am I? I replied him: None, u think u fit either one of their criteria?
He told me he is not that guy who likes to take the initiative and doesn't know how to create surprises. So I said a few things to him..bla bla bla..not convenient to say out here.

Since what I have said can't be taken back alrdy, and just let it go. Let me be the bad person, hate me for all he wants if by doing that will make him feel better...let him hurt better than telling him the truth in the future. I know when upon seeing him, we will feel awkward...this is a normal routine, just let it natural flow. I am feeling guilty when rejecting him, but I know it hurts a lot, this will take time bah to heal bah.

USS..hehe...^^ (universal studio)

2011-03-15T18:48:00.003+08:00

hihi^^ sorry for not blogging for the past few days...had enjoyed USS with my girls...hehe..^^ ivonne, jacqueline & cai feng...we totally enjoyed to the max..very fun..sat 2 roller coasters. The red and the blue...very fun, should try...the 3 of them keep screaming..haha...my ears very pain..hehe...^^ the red roller coaster is called 'Human' whereas the blue is called 'Cylon'.

Especially the blue one, it's 360 degree turn..very fast, OMG!! hehe...sat 2 times and 3 times for the red one. And we did tried the jurrasic 4 times at least..especially in the dark tunnel where you cant see anything, only hear the screaming voices of the people...i didn't know that i can be so daring..sit jurrasic 4 times, human 3 times, and cylon 2 times...and some other roller coaster not as more interesting, sit only once...hehe...all the roller coasters that i sit never scream..didnt expect i can be so daring...we still went to other places like watching 4D effects and so on..left there ard 7plus in the evening...photos are being uploaded on fb...lazy to upload here...it's all in my girls' photo album...

okie, shall stop here for now..will blog again...stay tuned ^^

1 month holiday finally ~~

2011-03-10T11:44:00.002+08:00

hihi ^^ back to blog finally after the exams...has been quite okay and tiring this few days..stressing me out..And finally it's over le...

And tmr will be going to Universal Studio to enjoy myself already....hehe^^ will update more often in a while since I have 1 month holiday to blog about my life...hehe...since someone so interested abt my life lor...dun wish to say already...still can't decide whether to accept him..coz now i only treat him as a friend, no feelings for him..

alrite...got to go...will blog in a few days' time....

temporary of not blogging...

2011-02-20T12:17:00.002+08:00

hihi ^^ i apologised for not updating this rotting blog for 2 weeks...really do not have the mood to blog and in addition, I don't know of what to blog as I've been blogging the same thing, ly daily life routine, etc....so I don't see a point in blogging everyday unless you have a lot of things to share.

For my case, I only blog when I have the mood, or I have something in mind which I want to post it here. So this will be my last time blogging here as I need to prepare for the upcoming exams which is in 2 weeks time. So by the time, I finish my exams, most probably I will be back blogging occassionally until the next school term starts. By then, I have reached year 2 in Accounting, and mostly my friends have been graduated....

On a ending note, I wish all my friends all the best in upcoming exams, be it ITEs, JCs or Polys..Jiayou!! We will work hard together.

Rabbit Year

2011-02-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hihi^^ wish everyone a prosperous new year!! hehe...^^ just came back from grandmother's hse after small gambling..she won quite a bit...most importantly she happy can le...^^ Took a few bit of photos today...and this year do not have the atmosphere here...but still we still bond together....Shall upload photos once I receive from cousins after they have uploaded on fb...

2011-01-29T20:16:00.004+08:00

sorrie for the past 1 week which I have not been blogging...was kinda busy with school work and stuffs. IAC CA was quite alrite on tues and it is always the Section B which makes everyone panic. Get B is enough already, but was quite hoping to get an A for both CAs.

Just finish buying CNY goodies from Sheng Siong supermarket...bought a lot of goodies today..hehe...^^ and went to bedok point bookshop to buy WordSearch so as to kill boredom during the eve and 1st day of CNY. I feel so bored when I did nothing at mother's side during CNY eve and 1st day of CNY. Only at father's side, then i have people to talk to..and play with...haha...another 4 more days to CNY eve already. I havent do my spring cleaning yet. Oh my!! Got to start soon..hehe...Not going to sch on CNY eve..haha..1 hour of lecture only, so I didn't see a point going lecture for 1 hour and come back. Rather stay at home and do my wordsearch, do spring cleaning or write notes for BFS...

Paiseh ):

2011-01-19T17:01:00.003+08:00

hihi ^^ back to blog...sorrie for not updating blog for the past 3 days as I just recovered from my fever and still have sore throat. There's BFS CA today and it was quite okay, just forgot a few words and there goes my 4 marks...sob sob :'(

SVE lesson after lunch but I spent my time to do BFS...see, i so 乖, rite? Hehe..if not, for the past 2 hours, it will be very boring and sitting there doing nothing as I'm exempted from that module. Then after that is IAC, and took from teacher yesterday's class test, as I was absent yesterday. So I did without seeing the answer written on the board. Then after that, she issued another qn paper again...if you practice more, will be quite easy..overall was okay. Then after that, home sweet home.

1st thing to do upon reaching home was to bathe and immediately send the WFB report to Mr Hari..hehe...time to stop blogging...off to watch my drama now....

whee!~~

2011-01-15T16:37:00.002+08:00

OMG!! Hehe...^^ His album is releasing soon. Really looking forward to it ^^

sch reopen

2011-01-10T17:19:00.002+08:00

hihi ^^ back to blog today...just reached home not long ago. School was still alright except that new jan intake students today, so queuing up for food is quite long. Hehe..^^

Lessons as per normal..and as usual, not many ppl turned up for lessons today. Expected. WFB report done and going to print out tmr during WFB lesson in the lab. Letting Mr Hari to check the draft first before amending again...Boohoo..my A gone..bye bye...haha...

Nothing much to blog for now. Shall blog again few days later....

slacking...getting rusty...

2011-01-05T12:31:00.002+08:00

hihi^^ back to blog. Firstly, happy 21st birthday to my cousin, Poh Li. Wish you have a blessed and enjoyable birthday...

Havent been touching on IAC for the past 3 weeks. Gonna touch on it real soon and I havent even started on IAC homework...Oh man...have to complete by this week..will try my very best.
Poly open house starting from tmr till Saturday...not sure whether want to go anot...will decide again later and determine if I have completed my holiday homework....

will blog again soon...and school is reopening in 5 days' time...

brand new year :)

2011-01-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

It's 2011 now. Happy new year everyone. Wishing myself, families and friends have a great and blessed year ahead. Wish my parents stay healthy and happy always.

Brand new year = Brand start. Start on a fresh note. Forget about 2010, and look ahead and plan well for 2011.

Last day of 2010

2010-12-31T08:21:00.002+08:00

hihi^^ i will be blogging another post later..hehe...^^ so will be blogging now as i'm afraid that I do not have the time to blog. Shant blog about yesterday. Will blog about today at night..it's going to be an awesome afternoon and night later.

Today will be the last day of 2010 and tmr will be a brand new year. This year has been quite a good year, although in between there are a bit downs but still on the whole, it was quite a good year for me as this year I have known a few good friends in the higher nitec. Will blog abt this later as I'm afraid that I will forget what I intend to target during the 2011 (new year resolution). So I shall list out my new year resolution:

1) To slim down. This is a MUST!!! Coz i just cant stand someone's remark commenting on my size. So that's why I set this target for myself. He doesnt see the effort that I'm putting in. Will prove to him one day.

2)Get good results for year 1 in higher nitec
3)May my friends and familes be in good conditions and no sickness find upon them.
4)Taiwan trip (maybe)
5)My lazy temeprament change a bit.

That's all for the new year resolutions..hehe..^^

Irene & Tracy are puzzle freaks!!~~

2010-12-29T22:00:00.009+08:00

hihi..^^..back to blog with pics...haha..someone has instructed me to do that...has been playing with her this game from yesterday...haha..now will post our hard work piece...hehe...

OMG!! LZX!!! My idol leh...hehe...^^

Tracy's fav Idol...hehe...^^..woohoo!!~~

Me & Tracy's hardwork...hehe...^^our another idol...^^

Our favourite photo...^^

will update soon...2 more days to 2011..new year resolution?? havent think of it yet..wait till the last day of 2010 then will post it...stay tuned ^^

watching movie....

2010-12-28T10:49:00.003+08:00

hihi^^ watched this movie yesterday...the movie was hilarious. Out of 5, will give a rating of 4...considered not bad..should go and watch it if you have not watched it. Anyway, today stayed at home and do WFB report..have been delaying since last week coz of BFS elective module..should be able to complete writing BFS notes within 2 or 3 days, but it took me 1 week to finish writing the BFS notes...so this week i'm starting to do my WFB report. I do not know how to start..should look at the sample first and plan before writing.

Okie...should stop blogging now and start on my report...target is to done the intro plus findings this week and next week...haha..and plus IAC homework. Think should not be able to complete all the IAC work...will try to complete withing the next 2 weeks of holidays.

Addicted...

2010-12-26T22:22:00.004+08:00

hihi ^^ it's been 5 days since i last blogged. So now, i'm going to blog, but it might be a short post, yah?

Hmm...everybody has a thing addicted to it, like addicted to watching tv programmes, addicted to gambling, addicted to a lot of things. Well...i'm being addicted to watch a drama serial..ah hah, all thanks to someone leh..she makes me feel addicted to drama and the male lead...

Hehe...but thanks to her that i can watch this drama although it was aired in Taiwan channles last year...hehe..still not too late, rite?

2010 is coming to an end. Have you started to think what are your goals for 2011? I have not think yet, but will post it on the last day of 2010, k? Stay tuned. ^^

busy week...

2010-12-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

hihi...back to blog...holiday started yesterday...so here are the list that I'm gonna do this 3 week

1st week:
Monday (20/12) - do CCA
Tuesday(21/12) - do BFS
Wednesday(22/12) - continue with BFS + CCA
Thursday(23/12) - IAC + medical checkup
Friday(24/12) - IAC + a bit of WFB report

will update again...christmas is coming...how are you going to spend ur christmas?

grad night yesterday

2010-12-18T13:55:00.002+08:00

hihi^^ back to blog about yesterday grad night event. Met up with Ivonne yesterday at Eastpoint then walked to school together. Reached school abt 12pm...then waited for others to reach...then ard 2.30 pm started the spring cleaning...listening to music from my laptop and cleaning at the same time...if not, no music, no life...haha^^

So after that, doing spring cleaning, we oso played together..haha...then after that, we had our refreshment and started our programme for the night. Firstly is the video for Nata and Daniel. 3 videos altogether. Ivonne's showed first, then followed by mine, then Tracy as she will be showing the baby photos and let the rest guess...then after that will be the prize giving for the both of them....then after that Nata sang his fav song...haha...then followed by movie screening...then after that, a few mins of Karaoke plus photo taking...hehe...really enjoyed throughout the night...hehe..will remember this night....

To Daniel and Nata: All the best in whatever you do. Pursue your dreams and goals and last but not least, try to control your temper...^^...

self-declaration

2010-12-16T15:12:00.002+08:00

hihi^^ welcome back to my blog...it's been since 1 week that I haven't been blogging. So sorry for that. Hmm...just came back home from school today. Anyway, today shall be the last day of school for me as I will not be going to sch for lsn tmr, but for CCA only....

Why is this so? And the reason is tmr only 2 hours of lsn only without the teacher teaching, no more homework which has alrrady assigned to us 2 days back, and adding on to the holiday homework, WFB CA2, revising for BFS and IAC CA2. So that's is why majority of the class are not coming tmr...which is why we self-declared holidays for ourselves.

Will be meeting Ivonne tmr at Eastpoint traffic light and walking to school together. Having spring cleaning at 2.3opm till 4.30pm. Which after that will be holding a farewell grad nite for Daniel and Nata..Hehe...till all the way to 8.30pm or 9pm.

Haha..there will be a few surprises awaiting for them tmr...will blog again probably tmr???

busy week...

2010-12-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

hihi^^ back to blog. Came back home with friends after dinner just now. So now blogging and chatting with friends, and tweeting.

During school holidays will be very busy for me. I will list out my schedules here:

1) Go for 2 medical checkups
2) Study for next term CA (2 CAs)
3) Finish IAC homework as teacher going to teach new topic when school reopens
4) Go back for CCA
5) Plan for Jan Intake CCA orientation
6) Complete WFB CA2 600-800 words report.
7) Maybe going out with friends.

Busy, rite? Haha...If I manage my time well, shouldn't be a problem. Shall stop here for now. Will blog again.

A special post to my special friend

2010-12-06T18:29:00.023+08:00

This special post is specially dedicated to my special friend, Ivonne. The photos which she has taken individually is her.

To my special friend + bestie:

I hereby wish you a happy 20th birthday. Although i have sent you wishes through MSN, facebook, and by text, but I feel that I still need to create this post specially for you. U r the 1st friend whom I made in the Library Club. From strangers until friends, till best friends, till sisters and darlings. Till to date, we have known each other include today will be 603 days which is equivalent to 1 year 7 months and nxt week will be 1 year 8 month already. Glad to have known you and become besties and sisters.

And to my amazement, during these 603 days, we have not quarrelled even a single day in our lives. Surprised, rite? Haha...But our Sistership still remained as stable as before and we hope nobody can separate from us. In fact, our bonding become closer and closer each day. Somehow, I feel that to me, you are a gift from heaven. You are such a Sweetie, makes my day full of laughter moments. Your smile and laughter brightens up each and everyone of us. You are like an angel to us.

We took a lot of photos together, eat together, do crazy things together, sing together, play together, laugh together, go shopping together, share secrets together and other things together too. Those moments I will never forget and it will remained in my heart forever, and I hope 5 years, 10 years, or even 20, 50 years down the road, we will still remain as the Best Sisters forever and keep in contact even we turned old.

I am holding my tears back when I am blogging this, I don't know why. Maybe it's a bit touching, but I don't know after you have read this, how will you feel? I still have a lot to say to you, but no more words could describe our sistership and friendship that we share for each other.

No matter what happen, I will always be there for you, be it happy moments or sad moments. We will share our joys and woes together.

On the ending note, Happy 20th birthday to you and may you remembered this blessed birthday. Stay pretty and happy-go-lucky. Will be sisters forever. Love ya, muackz ^^

2010-12-05T17:39:00.010+08:00

dinner treat...

2010-12-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

hihi...back from boon siong's dinner treat at 18th chef just now. Had an enjoyable dinner with a lot of ppl just now. Hehe...

After WFB CA, quickly rushed back home and shower and meet Ben at bedok platform and told him abt the plan. Then took to Simei and saw Bro, then went to the bus stop and find serene first. So talked to them for awhile, then accompany ah ben to go precious memories and popular to buy for his friend's birthday present, Then after that, we found a place to sit down and waited for Ah Ying and Ah Feng to sms me to take action. So around 6pm, we can take action le, so me and ah ben walked 1 big round to the 18th chef..haha..then went in and scared boon siong. He really totally shocked when he saw me and Ah ben, especially the expression when he saw ah ben was damn funny..haha...our plan succedded...

Then started our dinner, then went to 2 the 1st level and see the fishes..haha...then after that went in to arcade..they played the car racing de...wah..they competed with 2 guys we dun know de leh...haha..they so pro lor...Ah jon veri good leh, mostly get 1st, then boon siong mostly get 2nd..hehe...ah ben played the 1st time can get 3rd position..not bad not bad..hehe...and my beloved SISTA is getting addicted to the car racing after playing for 2 times today...haha

Then reached home ard 10.10pm, then online until now. Tml another birthday le..hehe...ah ying keep saying sob sob..hehe..she want me to tell her, but i say cannot tell...hehe..scared she dun want come le...lol...haha..alrights..pics will be uploaded tmr or monday le...too tired le...Nitez ppl

2010-11-29T07:54:00.001+08:00

I can just only say "Mummy, I'm really really really really super SORRY!"

tired....

2010-11-28T08:28:00.002+08:00

hihi^^ i'm back to blog. just changed to HTC phone yesterday..and it is expensive. Sorrie, mummy. Will pay you back one I stepped out to work when I grad from poly. Love you ttm :) Was busy helping adrian's grp to do their pm1 blog...just finish uploading the photos to their blog. Woo..got a sense of satisfaction leh...helping them to do make me feel so honoured.

Haha..ok..anyway, i will be going to meet up with my 2 besties and Ah Feng at Queenstown at 12.30pm. Will be meeting Ivonne first at 11.15am..feel so tired now after helping them to upload the photos from 6.50am until 8.30am. Alrighty, time to wash up and eat breakfast..cannot sleep..all my sleepiness is gone... Ciao!

photos..hehe...^^

2010-11-26T20:41:00.008+08:00

look at what Wangyu is trying to do to Kai Qin..muahaha....so evil, hor?

the 3 musketeers..muahaha...^^

taking with Mr Andrew Ong, 1 of my fav lecturer, CUM class advisor ^^

this is the handphone i'm planning to change this Sunday.

Alrighty, there's photos finally..hehe..stay tuned ^^

treetop walk, phone plans

2010-11-26T20:23:00.004+08:00

hihi^^ back to blog agaim. For Wednesday BFS's CA, it was quite alright for me. Luckily all of the qns being tested which was what I studied for the past 1 week, so getting a decent grade should not be a problem for me, yah? I still have no confidence until now.

Today lesson ended ard 10.45am and this stupid fire drill rang, and we can escape first, but due to Mr Hari dictating of the 2nd revision qn, we aren't able to get out of the campus safely. Muahaha...but still ok lah, not that long. The drill took abt 15-20 mins or so.

So after that, went to C2 to have lunch with Wangyu and Kai Qin while waiting until 1.15pm. And then there's this 2 people, they are malays, a boy and a girl. I can say that their actions are so childish. While climbing the escalator, they paused for a while and went up again, paused for while, this action repeated like few times, and we are stucked with the same motion as them. Wth!!! Grow up lah, so childish doing this kind of action. Feel so ashamed for the both of you.

Alrighty, enough blabbering abt them. So after lunch, went to Mr Ong's office to slack, use comp until 1pm..then gather at tech block, boarded the bus to bishan there, and then went we reached there, it started to rain heavily. So the the event changed to near the expo there, from bishan, have to make a u-turn back.

And then, reached there, took photos. The theme was reflection..Haha...coz there's sun glazing at us, so of coz there will be reflection...so nid to think of creative ideas to take the snap the photos. Haha..didnt snap much. We didn't get to win..haha...

Then after that, took photo with Mr Ong, my class advisor, and after all the teachers' left, the 4 of us still busy taking our photos..wangyu is trying to be funny..haha...will post it after this post.

Last but not least, I am looking forward to this Sunday, coz will be my Change Phone Day..Muahaha...Sunday, can you please arrive soon? Hehe..^^

Shall stop here for today..hehe...so tired...."BOOM"...lying on the bed.

2010-11-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

hihi ^^ back to blog. It's tuesday now and the time is 12.40am and i'm still not sleeping. Lesson starts at 9am later. Busy revising for my BFS ca tmr. Need to burn midnight oil again tonite. Hmm..just now was playing sushido with a person. Then the person say she want lvl up. So i told her, ok lor, u play then u lvl up lor..then she said no, I must let her win. I was like huh? Wtf...1st time seeing people play a game must let him/her win de. It's ridiculous manxz..so i just gave in lor...he/she was like complaining i nvr give in to him/her..it's not my fault for winning rite? Like that oso want to quit the game. Woolala..heck care..

Alrighty, need to sleep now. Wish me luck for my CA tmr.

2010-11-19T17:56:00.002+08:00

hihi ^^ just back from school...had Intermediate Accounting CA today. It was quite okay for Qn 1A, but for qn 1b, i guessed almost all of us are stucked with that question. At least got a B is also good enough. Will be having Banking CA next wednesday...rest for 1 day today, will study tmr. Hmm...nothing to blog already..will blog soon...

sorrie for not updating

2010-11-16T15:07:00.007+08:00

hihi ^^ sorrie for not updating for the past 1 week..have been busy with ppt presentation and upcoming CAs. Tracy, sorrie ah! too long never update le. Bet that you have been viewing this blog. Thanks for your viewing. Will continue to blog if I have the time yah?

Saturday went to Yishun Starbucks with Wangyu to find Adrian to study, but ended up I was reading e-pop magazine. So around 12 plus, Kai Qin came to find us and we walked around Northpoint and then went to food centre to have our lunch. After lunch went back to Northpoint to buy groceries. Kai Qin's turn to cook. Haha...so after finish buying, went to Soo Wan's hse opp block sit down and wait for him to come. Called and then we went up to prepare. Only helped a bit, then go and teach Wangyu IAC..haha...she was hard to teach, manxz, OMG!!

So after that went home, onlined and sleep...

Sunday, went to buy chocolate for cousin, Song Xin's birthday, and then take until outram park to meet up with Yuxin. So they went to eat first before they went beside the KTV to start singing..haha...sang from 3pm to 8pm..tired sia..haha..then after that, I went back home with 3 of his friends, and then the rest went chinatown to have their steamboat. Then after reaching home, went out again, to pay respect to a relative's mother who has passed away. So stayed there until 10.30pm, and then reached home at 11pm.

Will continue to blog again the next few days..stay tuned.

wonderful experience with peeps !~~

2010-11-07T15:33:00.003+08:00

hihi ^^ i'm back to blog. Went to Soo Wan's old hse on Friday which was a public holiday. Ard 9 plus, Soo Wan msged me that Adrian was setting off to his hse already. So I asked Wang Yu if she wanted to meet earlier. But she said that meet at 11.15am at bedok platform. Bathed and all, and proceeded to bedok platform to wait for her. Then we took mrt to city hall, and transfer to Yishun. On the way, she asked me to msged Kai Qin if she reached already, but ended up she was still at home. Haha...^^

Reached Yishun abt 12.20pm and txted Kai Qin if she reached already, then call. So me and Wangyu went to Northpoint basement to buy our lunch and eat at Soo Wan's hse. So after buying, meet Kai Qin at the control stn, and we walked to Soo Wan's hse. Reached there ate lunch then do homework. Had a fun time spending there. So after finish homework, went to the living room and taught wangyu how to tackle the IAC qn. She was hard to teach, still in the end managed to complete.

Then after that she suggested that we cooked our own dinner, so called parents no need to cook my portion. Proceeded to Yishun fairprice and choose our groceries. Finished buying, went back to the hse and started to prepare. Wangyu was the main chef of the day..wahaha..she was the youngest among the 5 of us. Her culinary skills not bad. Next week going to be Kai Qin's turn, and the following week gg be mine. So prepare and cook, and cleared up the whole kitchen.
Left hse about 9.15pm and we went to take bus 969 back to tamp inter. Soo Wan walked back to 900 plus, while Kai Qin took bus svc forgot bus no already. So Adrian, me and wangyu took bus 969...he alighted first while me and Wang yu sit till all the way to tamp.

Hope next week will be a fun one! Adrian Tan, organise again.

changing of phone plans...

2010-11-03T20:12:00.005+08:00

hihi..back to blog again...been thinking for the past 2 weeks of considering changing phone and the plan...3 choices up above..still thinking of which phone to buy..

Thinking will buy it at the end of this year..will consider again..any suggestions can just feel free to tag...u r most welcome to do so ^^

RANDOM POST

2010-10-28T17:24:00.003+08:00

Back to blog..almost 1 week not blogging at all. CA is coming soon, in less than a month plus oral presentation.

18/11 - BFS Oral Presentation

19/11 - Intermediate Accounting CA (Unit 3 & 4)

24/11 - BFS CA (Unit 1 & 2)

Reached home abt 4.15pm and revised a bit of BFS, and went to bathe and onlined. School tmr again..until 11am. Really have nothing to blog for now.

so happy...

2010-10-23T19:20:00.005+08:00

hihi ^^ i'm back from 插班生autograph session. Simply enjoyed the moment with them, hearing them singing is simply so fantastic. They reached at 5pm and started singing a few songs. 1st song is <<人生實驗課>>, followed by <<逞強>>, next was <<小动作>>, lastly was <<太透明>>. After finishing singing the last song, was the autograph session. Hehe..I'm the 2nd one to let them sign their album. Wow!! Carrie can't recognise me already. She said my hair grow longer, but at least she still remember me. Then talked to her a bit, then followed by talking to Diya. She still remember me too..hehe..then passed to her a letter I have written for both of them the last minute when I reached there and started writing before they arrived. Stayed there until the autograph session ended. Waved them goodbye and off I went home.

Yesterday reached home ard 9pm. Went to tamp with tracy yesterday at 6pm. Was so shocked that Jac and Cai Feng were there too..wonder why!! They must be up to something, but didnt say out. Then the rest suddenly appeared behind my back and they surprised me with my fav POOH bear. So touched. Thanks for the POOH bear and the card. Then play 终极密码 and play truth or dare. Then after went home.

Stay tuned for next post ^-^

too many things to be kept into mind.

2010-10-21T17:07:00.002+08:00

hihi..i'm back to blog. Hmm..not feeling very good today. The heavy rain in the morning somehow reflects my mood for today, but getting better bit by bi, in the midst of recovering.

Today was a long day for me. 3 hrs break before BFS elective lesson. So went to library to print out my elective oral presentation findings, but ended up I didn't do anything. So Mr Ismail talked to me about the library system and other things. Eg..the whole structure of the library operations need to be changed, things need to be done, activities that need to be organised and last throughout the whole semester, things need to be improved, like our attitude and etc....

And I found out this one bad hadbit of myself. Usually I would come to the library often for CCA, and then starting from this year, I'm getting more and more draggy of not coming so often compared to nitec years. Thanks to Mr Ismail for pointing out this weakness of mine. Timetable are so packed and yet need to squeeze out sometime for CCA. So hard for me yet still need to find a way. Oh man!!! I'm gonna faint.

I need someone to remind me of kicking this bad hadbit of mine!! Anyone??

turned 19

2010-10-17T19:02:00.003+08:00

hihi ^^ i'm back to blog. Today I turn 19. Next year going to be 20..oh my, getting old liao. Elaborate today's celebration. Met Ivonne at bedok platform, then on the way to Newton Circus Food Centre. On the way, saw Tracy at then next cabin. So we went to Newton together to meet Melvin. Then went there to have lunch.

So after lunch, went to Somerset to go shop shop. Then after that accompany Ivonne go "toilet". When came out, saw a small cake on the table. So shocked that they actually ganged up and surprised me. Was so touched..then they took out presents. OMG!! was so surprised that they did it the last minute yesterday. Heartpain sia. Then suddenly saw parents appeared in that area oso, Called them and they so surpirised to see me appear in that area too..

So after finished the cake, they went off back to Tamp 1 before they headed home, so I went to join my parents. Then after that, went back to Orchard Mrt, and decided where to head next. So me and my mum said one place each, I said Yishun, she said Sembawang. Then we asked father to choose. He said anything, and then mum said final decision go Yishun, so go Yishun shop shop.

On the way there, a Nepal 70 year old man started to convo with me. He asked me where I am from, and I said I am born in Singapore. Then he told me I don't look like Singaporean. He said that I looked like Phillipines. Do I look like one?? Haha...talked until reached Yishun le. The Nepal man alight at Woodlands. So went Yishun walk walk and buy some tidbits, and then took bus 969 to tamp. Went to popular to buy 插班生 CD, finally got it. Will listen tmr. Then took bus 67 home. On the way home, there were these 2 women quarrelling over something. 1st time witnessing this kind of incident. Quite rare to witness it. And somemore, they alighted at them same stop...haha..the younger woman quickly alighted and don't want to quarrel with the old-aged lady. They went different direction. So coincidence. Two people quarrelling and yet they live in the same area.

Quite enjoyed today. And thank you everyone for the birthday wishes either through tag in blog, sms or fb. Appreciated :) Will enjoy the last few hours before it's over.

early birthday wishes :)

2010-10-15T11:49:00.003+08:00

hihi ^^ finished lesson at 10am and then went to eat with Adrian, Soo Wan, Justine and Razack at Cafe 1 while waiting for Tracy to end her lesson. So after finished eating, went to 3rd level to finish the IAC homework and then now, I'm here in the library to do my duty while waiting for Tracy to end her lesson.

So now, I'm going to list out all my birthday wishes for the year :

1) Fulfil my good GPA ( for this semester and Year 2)
2) Change of handphone ( think of getting a HTC, still not too sure yet)

any suggestions, can tag me in my blog.

3) Receive a birthday wish from him!!

Kk..that's all i blog for now. Stay tuned for my next post :)

Counting down to 2 days and I'm going out with Tracy on my birthday!! Whee :)

new term, new semester

2010-10-12T14:12:00.002+08:00

hihi ^-^ I'm back from blogging. Yesterday was the 1st day of 2nd semester. Didn't get to blog yesterday, so I will blog today, included of yesterday.

1st day of school yesterday. Was looking forward to it until I got insomina on Sunday night. I need to start to write a proper English blog as I am having 1 of my module which is Writing for Business (WFB), and it amounts to 7 credits, which is the highest credit among the other 1 module. The other module which is also 7 credits will be Intermediate Accounting (IAC). So I need to focus on this 2 core modules and 1 elective which is Banking & Financial Services which amounts 4 credits.

I am exempted from Service Excellence which is another core module for 2nd semester. I have gotten an 'A' for my Customer Relations when I was pursuing my nitec course, so I need not learn this module again.

2nd day of school today, but not as boring compared to yesterday. Will not type out the full details, as I am too lazy to type for now.

That's all for now. I shall blog either thursday or friday. Stay tuned ^-^

k-box

2010-10-09T11:31:00.002+08:00

Shall blog about yesterday k-box. Met Ivonne at Simei middle platform at 11.45am, then both of us sat all the way to Pasir Ris. Then we went to find Jac and Cai Feng at Mac. Then chatted amd waited for Serene to come, and we ate our mac lunch at there.

So after that, we went to Pasir Ris int to take 354 to downtown east. Hmm..so we started singing abt 1.30m until 5pm, and then we wanted to extend till 7pm. So we sang from 1.30pm to 7pm. My throat almost no voice le, but overall it was fun.

Ps: Sorrie, Jac, if yesterday the song really makes you feel sad. We won't sing that song again. So sorrie.

Then after singing, we went to foodcourt to have our dinner, then we went shop shop at downtown before heading home. Reached home abt 9.30pm and then online and watch TV programmes. Feeling so tired, so went to sleep ard 11.30pm.

Sch is reopening on Monday. Quite looking forward to that. Must work extra extra extra hard for the next term. Don't want to let myself and my parents and those who are concerned about me. I'm not going to let them down once more. Once is enough

RESULTS...

2010-10-06T09:53:00.003+08:00

hi peeps!! I'm back to blog. Result will be out tomorrow. Pray hard that I get the results I wished for. And all the best to those who will be getting their results tomorrow. Hmm...has been going back to school for shelf breaking, so tired and energy all drained out. I am looking forward to the last K-box outing this friday before school reopen on Monday. Hehe...^-^

Ah Ying darling, dun sad sad, okie?? Ah Ling will be here for you, dun emo, k??

And congratz to Ah Feng darling..hehe...got somebody woo le wor!! So happy for you. Hehe..^-^ Must 把握你的幸福. I do not know when is he going to say to me. I'm waiting for that time. At least u got somebody like. Must cherish..

peseverance...

2010-10-01T17:11:00.004+08:00

This is what I saw on Melvin yesterday. Peseverance is the word. He has waited for 5 years and finally get what he has wanted for a long time. So in order to get what I want, maybe I'll try the same to myself. I will not force myself very hard, but just get on to it bit by bit. Maybe one day he'll be mine.

long post..(read it at your own risk)

2010-10-01T09:42:00.004+08:00

Hello...just woke up not long ago...still feel very tired. Came back home ard 11.45pm, going 12am soon.

Shall be a long post for today, so read it at your own risk, if not, just close the window and ignore if you want to. No offence.

Shall start now...preparing to go out and meet Ivonne Bestie and Nathan Bro at bedok platform mrt. Was a bit late when i saw them waiting for me. Paiseh ah, let u both of wait for me. Then we boarded the next train to kembangan to meet Tracy, Nata, Melvin and Hui Wen. Then we waited for them for abt 10 odd mins for them to arrive. So after that, we went back to kembangan platform to take the train to raffles place and change to marina bay.

On the way to raffles place, some funny things happened. Melvin actually wanted to call Nathan bro, but in the end called him 'Sister'..funny sia. haha..laugh until stomach pain. So Nathan, no more bro, but sister already hor!! Welcome to the Sisters' group. But upon reaching Marina Bay and we saw that it's raining heavily, so our plan has to be delayed and we sat at the stairs discussing where to go first. So we planned to go vivo to wait for the rain to stop.

Ended up, there are 3 guys started to argue take which train is more faster to vivo, but it seems that the atmosphere is getting more tense. So i shouted at them to ask them to keep quiet. So ended up, we took back to raffles place and change to outram park and then to harbourfront. Already sensed that the atmosphere was very tense after the heated argument, but I kept quiet. I also saw Nathan as the same thinking as me but we chose not to say out. Then when reached Vivo, the atmosphere was even more worse than just now. Just simply can't figure it out why is it to tense and nobody is trying to ease the tension of the atmosphere. So they all started arguing coz of 1 person taking us walk 1 big round just to find the atm machine. No more outing, rite??

And I believe nobody wanted it to happen, rite? So it's nobody's fault. And this caused everybody's mood to change. Coz Ivonne and Cai Feng went to calm Tracy down while me was trying very hard to control my tears from not dropping, but in the end mission failed. So I quickly took out my tissue and started to wipe away the tears but still let some of them saw me crying.

So some of them asked why and I just said just to relieve my mood and I will feel a bit better, but they don't believe. So just let it be. And we finally reached the balcony and gathered at there while Ivonne is trying to calm Boon Siong down. Then Nathan and Tracy went walk-walk. So left me, Cai Feng, Melvin, Hui Wen and Nata playing Uno card game. Then we ate the things that we bought it ourselves.

Played 1 game for almost 45 mins to an hour. Then after that, Tracy, Ivonne, Nathan and Boon Siong came back and then Cai Feng was like a little girl jumping around wanted to fly the kite..haha..then Ivonne took the video of her, Cai Feng so cute. Then after that, took some group photos and we walked 1 round. We went to the pet shop and walked walked, while me only walked 1 round and came out and chatted with Tracy while Ivonne went in to look for the rest. So Me and Tracy chatted until Serene came. Then we proceeded to food court to have out early dinner at 5plus. Was very full...and then we walked back to the mrt station and took back to marina barrage again.

At last finally, the rain has stopped but the floor was still wet. So we went to the bus stop and took the shuttle bus to marina barrage. Then they started flying kite and some walked and took photos of themselves..Played until 8 plus and we took a group photo before Nata went off. After that we played 'Truth or Dare'. So played and I oso kena, confirm know what Tracy and Melvin is going to ask, and I came prepared lol...

Ard 9, we were abt to leave and Melvin suddenly don't feel so well, so we fanned him and asked him to drink water. Tracy fanned him first, then me fanned all the way to marina bay. But in the meanwhile, we let him lie down on the bench at marina barrage, while some left him alone to rest, some walked to one side and talked. Then left me fanning for him. His face was damn pale. While fanning, I was doing this personal self-reflection for the first time abt the outing. A lot came to my mind and started thinking whirl.....as it was getting late, we had to catch the last bus, so we had to asked Nathan and Boon Siong to carry him all the way to the bus stop, and thought of a way to send Melvin home safely. So we took the Svc 400 back to the marina bay mrt stn and we intended to let him take cab home but in the end, can't hailed a single cab. So we had to call his mother and informed her abt Melvin not feeling well. So we walked to marina bay and took train back home. While waiting for the train, I asked Melvin when he reached home, he has to send me a text to let me know that he has reached home safely and I will forward the msg to the rest to let them know too. So I reached home abt 11.45pm and waited for Melvin's txt..I was a bit worried when the clock strikes 12am..so I waited for another 5 mins and txt him if he has reached home. Then at last, he called me and said that he has reached home. Finally felt relieved and I forwarded the msg to the people. And lastly, dozing off ..Zzzzz

siblings' outing

2010-09-28T21:22:00.004+08:00

hihi^^ back to blog....very boring these few days. Has been going back for CCA to break shelf and the mission is IMPOSSIBLE!!! Know why??? Cos the manager wants us to complete the shelf breaking before sch reopen and next week will be the last week of school holidays before semester 2 starts. How great???

Outing with sisters and brothers to marina barrage and vivo city on thursday (30/9)..looking forward to the outing. And OMG!!! i dun want exam result to be release....

appreciation dinner photos...(some)

2010-09-24T09:20:00.012+08:00

Tada..this were the photos yesterdy taken at far east one of the halal thai chinese restaurant..looks good??

short post..photos delayed...

2010-09-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

hihi ^^ back to blog. Just a short post for tonight. Came back from the appreciation dinner at Far East ard 10pm. So tired. This 1 whole week has been going out with friends..$$$$$$..i nid it..haha..anyone willing to donate some to me??? Boo!!!! :(

Anyway sorrie for the delaying of photos

So tired now. Will upload it when my friends has finished uploading and I will get the photos from their facebook. Stay tuned, yah?

outing

2010-09-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

Yippee...outing tmr with Cf, Ivonne and Serene. Outing again with Tracy and Ivonne.

so boring other than gg out and go back to sch for cca...lalala...blog agn tmr or saturday? this week and next week (mon & wed) booked by my friends le..haha...

holidays!!~~

2010-09-14T18:19:00.002+08:00

hihi ^^ back to blog finally. Exams are over and it's HOLIDAY time. Woohoo!!~~~

BEV and AFD were quite okay. Hopefully can get A or B I'm happy already. Okie...off to download some songs now. Short post for today. Stay tuned, yah?

exams!!

2010-09-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

hihi ^-^..just a short post for today and i will temporary leave this blog until next tues when I'm ready to blog..as exams are next week, so nid to prepare. Thursday will be the last day of school before exam start to commence next monday, and I will end my exam on tuesday..only 2 papers...so gotta work hard for this 2 major modules.

Alrighty, gtg soon..will be back on tuesday.

BEV & AFD..

2010-09-03T19:30:00.003+08:00

hihi ^^..from next monday to thurday will be BEV & AFD all the way, as these will be the 2 major exams which will fall on the 13 Sept and 14 Sept, and after that will be holiday. AFD only touch until Day books and for BEV, only starting of Chap 3. Tonite must at least finish revising half of it and the other half by tmr morning. And I will be planning to do the new AFD set tmr morning after revising for BEV. Sunday will meet up with SIM SOO WAN for AFD..hahas...

I guess that's all for now. From next fri till the following tuesday might not be blogging after my exams are over. Anything wanna ask me, just tag in my blog, and I will reply ASAP. Till then...^^

stressed stressed

2010-08-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

hihi..it's Wednesday now and yet I'm still not sleeping yet. Still chatting with Tracy Jie Jie on fb. Hahas...Monday kept teasing her, hahas..so funny. I simply LOVE to see her expression. So Cute. Hehe...

Anyway, yesterday met her up at Bedok Int mac for lunch. Wasn't feeling very well in the morning, so postponed the time as my chest have a relapse again, and it was simply not tolerable. I have to keep massaging my neck and so on to reduce back to the same heartbeat level. It doesn't seemed easy at all. Took me about 1 hour to recover from the relapse. Now really have to take care of my chest le. Simply so 辛苦 for me. Actually intended to go back to SAC, but becoz of the relapse, have to wait until next year already. So only go back to Student Care Centre to visit the teachers.

Then ard 1.35pm, I left from there and took bus 229 to Bedok Int. Then we went to mac for lunch, and then accompany Jie Jie shop shop awhile and went to library to revise. Luckily can get in to my brain. Hahas..

Hmm..studied for only like 20mins - 30 mins? Then accompany her back to Int take 854 home. See, I so sweet. Watched her board the Bus 854, then I went to take bus 222 back home as I'm so lazy to walk although it's a 10 mins walk to my home.

Argh....BEV Chap 2 is a killer man..took me 4 days until now still haven't finish yet. Stressed sia. 2 more weeks to exams le..Must buck up le....

1 whole week go out....

2010-08-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

hihi..it's been since i last blogged. Hehes..anyway was busy with some personal things and revise for BEV..It's been so long sonce I touched on my BEV txtbook, other than when the teacher is teaching the topic. So I have started to revise 2 days ago, and had finished Chap 1 only, now proceeding to Chap 2 which is just 1/4 through...Target for tmr is to finish revising for Chap 2 tmr, and Monday after OFA lsn shall start on Chap 3 in the library since I have to wait for the rest to come at 5pm.

A short post for today..so stay tuned agn for my next post when I have a lot of things to blog.

Siblings' Outing...

2010-08-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

hihi ^-^ back to blog. Yesterday outing was a great one. Met Tracy Jie Jie at 1pm at tamp mrt stn. Then after that, Melvin met us. Then there's this weird weird lady who wanted us to help her with something. Then we said we need to rush. and she said we were very rude to her. WTF lol..we didnt even shout at her and yet she said we are rude ppl...Haiz..always got this type of people wan..

We went to tamp 1 food court to have our lunch. After that, we proceeded to TM GV to watch this movie which was "Love in Diguise" Should watch it with ur loved one. It was quite sad at the end. The very very last part was OMG!! How I wished I was that girl in the movie, and the guy was HIM..hahas.. Jie Jie..u oso have the same thinking as mine at that time, rite? Dun umph chio ah...I know u oso shy shy as me...hahas... We talked all the way to Simei..hehes...Melvin sat all the way to paya lebar, so we alighted first.. Jie Jie yesterday was being teased by me and Melvin throughout. Hahas...I was being teased by her too, but not as much as her. Hahas...

Then we went to bedok inter market to have our dinner. Then after that went home. Wah, was simply so tired yesterday that I slept from 9pm till 9am this morning without knowing I'm late for OFA lsn and 3 msges in my hp mail inbox. Adrian, Soo Wan and Kai Qin. 1 by 1 texted me..

Reached sch abt 10am and started re-doing the excel..do until 12 plus, then Mr Ong told us abt a lot of things and we sat there listened until 3pm. Wah, very long leh...

Then after that, went to Expo Coffee Bean and do BEV qns..hahas..did until 5pm, then went to have dinner at Hall 5. After that, they went by MRT, i went by bus...So homed ard 6pm.

Tmr have to go back to sch lib for discussion agn..haiz...

holidays s***

2010-08-22T12:40:00.002+08:00

hihi ^-^ back to blog...hehes..actually nth to blog about recently. Hmm..will be going out this 1 whole week.

These are my lists..

1) Tmr (23/8) - watch movie with Jie Jie at TM

2) Tues(24/8) - go school for OFA lsn from 9am to 11am. Then go airport study with friends

3) Wed (25/8) - go back to library for a short meeting (CF asked wan), probably after that go to 02-09 and asked Mrs K abt AFD qns)

Thurs and Friday rest at home.

4) Saturday (28/8) - meet the excos at bugis..another outing again..

This 1 whole week have to go out a lot.

Till then...hehes...

MISSING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW!~~

finally...

2010-08-18T21:04:00.002+08:00

hi people..i'm like finally done with my AFD homeworks, which is like 7 sets..Phew!~~Has been starting to do since last friday. And it took me almost a week to finish with all the hmework which the teacher has given us. Has a little doubt in the question, so will be going back to sch tmr to clarify with her...1 last part of the qn which is too tricky and can't be solved. Going to solve it by tmr as I want to clear this revision.

Ah ha, I have been neglecting this dear BEV of mine ever since after CA1. After tmr, will start to revise from the the beginning to the end. Hope I can get in through for the next 2 or 3 weeks before the exams start to commence.

Alrite, waiting for my dear jie jie to be online. Shall blog here for today. ^-^

revision sets are making me crazy..Zzzz

2010-08-17T12:20:00.003+08:00

hihi ^-^ back to blog. Already completed AFD Revision A, B & E. Now doing G. It's really making me crazy....i wanna go esplanande to see Diya's and Carrie's performances this coming thursday. Miss them a lot. Alrite, time to go back to AFD again.

fun event at ITE CE Auditorium

2010-08-15T13:13:00.002+08:00

hihi ^-^ was super high yesterday in the auditorium. Firstly, went out at 2.30pm to meet someone, and then ard 4pm took mrt to tanah merah and bus 31 to CE to help out in the CDC YOG opening. We were briefed by some of the students-in-charge about the venue and stuffs and how to lead the elderlys to the auditorium.

After, slacked around and chit chatted for a few minutes and we had our dinner first before proceeding to helping out in serving the food to the guests. It was a very enjoyable experience for me and the rest too...then after that, we went to the auditorium to watch the performance being put up by our CE students and other people. And something bad happened, don't wish to elaborate further.

Performances, games, and we also get to watch the LIVE performance showing on the screen. Everyone was cheering for Singapore..hahas... Me and Bro were the super hyper wan among our group. we keep cheering for our country.

Yeah, later watch the YOG competition later...Tata ^-^

fun and tired night ~~~

2010-08-13T21:51:00.002+08:00

hihi ^-^ home-d not long ago. Was staying in school until 7 to help out with the YOG tmr, Was busy pumping the balloons..both hands are reddish. Hahas...anway, it was fun there when the sky turns dark. When we walked out of the auditorium, some of them never c the night view in school before, and was busy taking photos of the night view...then went to the fountain area and busy taking group photos again. Hahas...then me, jie jie and daniel went to bedok int market to have our late dinner. Reached home ard 9pm.. hahas..so late...

Hmm..tmr might be going back to school to help out again. Must be in school by 4pm tmr. OMG!! I am so freaking tired, and the rest are too tired as well. Still left 2 more qns before finishing Set A revision.

And Jie Jie is so duper-uper happie arh..hahas..later cannot sleep liao wor..will dream of his words written on his FB!! Wahahas...^-^

YOG holidays = BEV + AFD revision

2010-08-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

hihi ^-^..finally, tmr will be going to be the last day of school before YOG starts..During these YOG holidays, may not be going to library for the whole of 2 weeks, might have some dates with cliques to meet up and study together. 2-3 more weeks to exams. Have to make full use of these 2 weeks to buck up and really mugging hard.

Give me some determination, plzzzzzz!!!!

AFD homework.....

2010-08-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

hello ^-^ back to blog again...hmm, today not a lot of people came for today's lesson, except for AFD, which people came partially for. We were given 7 sets each of AFD homework which are meant for us to complete during the YOG holidays and we are also required to study for our BEV as well, as there will not be enough time for teachers to go through all the hmework that they have given us. So we have to do our part by completing it all and revise for the other module.

Cliques, meet up during YOG, yah? to complete our AFD homework together, okie?

national day mood...

2010-08-10T09:02:00.002+08:00

hello ^^...back in school now. Still in National Day mood..wahahas....early in the morning, so few people come for the BEV make-up lesson, Abt 7 of us only. I guess some of them do not want to come back to school after National Day holidays bah. Short post for today. Back to do my 2nd BEV article. Ciao ^-^

need a break....

2010-08-09T12:54:00.003+08:00

I seriously need a break, manxz....Really feel like escaping from this reality. Have this negative view just now, just hope that I'm not thinking too much, if not someone going to say me for sure....

Anyway, a very HAPPY 45th Birthday to Singapore!!!~~~